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Getting on my OWN nerves!!
I know I need to be better about posting. Nobody is really reading this...but it helps me to word vomit. Especially since, I literally...
Mar 24, 2024
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It's NEVER ENDING
I swear...I must be flat out garbage!!! My Karma must be horrendous!! I say this because the mess of my Life is NEVERENDING!!!.. No...
Mar 1, 2024
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I have to be good to Myself
This past year has been one doozy of chaos, emotion, physical and mental turmoil. In all honesty, I wasn't sure I'd still be standing. ...
Nov 16, 2023
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IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED
I honestly just realized last week.... I still think of him almost daily...but it's FINALLY not hurting my spirit/heart. There has been a...
Nov 12, 2023
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Outcast?
It's crazy how drastically one's life can change. Either, instantly or gradually...it can catch you by surprise once you realize how...
Sep 2, 2023
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When will it End?...
It's crazy to me to realize that I haven't physically seen him since December. It doesn;t feel like it's been that long to me. The...
Aug 17, 2023
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Pushing Forward
A lot has happened since my last post. I am not sure if I mentioned earlier that I ended up having to live in a domestic violence...
Aug 13, 2023
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Lonely
It has been a long while since I've been able to login and vent. Once again, so many things have happened. I am currently residing in a...
May 18, 2023
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Exhausted...
Is it wrong to feel so tired, EXHAUSTED....Is it weak?? I feel like a complete failure/loser... Why??... Because...I have made really...
Feb 17, 2023
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Can you say..."Narcissist"
I know it has been a long while..."AGAIN', since I have posted. I only have myself to blame. I honestly can't remember the last time I...
Jan 17, 2023
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Dang!!!....
Honestly???....I feel like the biggest FOOL and CRYBABY...A Generation X "child"...cuz...it sure does NOT seem I have gained any...
Jun 19, 2022
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Missing Him Soooo Much....
My son was done dirty
May 6, 2022
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Music = Healing....
Honestly....that title is TRUTH!!! I CANNOT imagine a day withOUT music. Especially, a day filled with heartache and turmoil....
May 5, 2022
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It's for real............
It really, finally happened. It's really done. Everything imploded and just dissolved. I did the usual pitiful "me", and backstroked...
May 3, 2022
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Strength?
As much as it is hurting me...I believe...I have no choice but to let go.. I am so tired of the freaking games. I am sick and tired of...
Apr 26, 2022
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Guess it's time....
I guess it is time for acceptance...It's time to stop fooling myself and holding out for something that is NEVER GONNA HAPPEN... I mean,...
Apr 21, 2022
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Just kinda bobbin' along
Am I the only that has or is feeling like you are just a blob? Like no clue as to why you exist? Especially, as you reflect on all the...
Apr 20, 2022
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It's been a while....
In case you're wondering about that pic to the Left... the answer is ...Nope...not always...Unfortunately. And it really hurts when it...
Apr 19, 2022
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Really?
I know it has been a while since I've posted...I apologize. The truth is...I have had a LOT thrown my way. I have had to deal with a...
Mar 9, 2021
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Now What
I tell ya....this past couple of months have been a bit...unsettling/confusing? Btwn BD and FJL... not to mention just tryin to provide...
Oct 31, 2020
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