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I have to be good to Myself
This past year has been one doozy of chaos, emotion, physical and mental turmoil. In all honesty, I wasn't sure I'd still be standing. ...
Nov 16, 2023
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Lonely
It has been a long while since I've been able to login and vent. Once again, so many things have happened. I am currently residing in a...
May 18, 2023
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Exhausted...
Is it wrong to feel so tired, EXHAUSTED....Is it weak?? I feel like a complete failure/loser... Why??... Because...I have made really...
Feb 17, 2023
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Dang!!!....
Honestly???....I feel like the biggest FOOL and CRYBABY...A Generation X "child"...cuz...it sure does NOT seem I have gained any...
Jun 19, 2022
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It's for real............
It really, finally happened. It's really done. Everything imploded and just dissolved. I did the usual pitiful "me", and backstroked...
May 3, 2022
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Strength?
As much as it is hurting me...I believe...I have no choice but to let go.. I am so tired of the freaking games. I am sick and tired of...
Apr 26, 2022
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Guess it's time....
I guess it is time for acceptance...It's time to stop fooling myself and holding out for something that is NEVER GONNA HAPPEN... I mean,...
Apr 21, 2022
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It's been a while....
In case you're wondering about that pic to the Left... the answer is ...Nope...not always...Unfortunately. And it really hurts when it...
Apr 19, 2022
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Really?
I know it has been a while since I've posted...I apologize. The truth is...I have had a LOT thrown my way. I have had to deal with a...
Mar 9, 2021
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Now What
I tell ya....this past couple of months have been a bit...unsettling/confusing? Btwn BD and FJL... not to mention just tryin to provide...
Oct 31, 2020
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Life will Getcha
I apologize for being M.I.A. Just been going thru the motions. I've had some good ups and some doozy downs since the last time I've...
Sep 24, 2020
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Feeling lost/abandoned???
You know, I honestly don't even know what I'm feeling at the moment. Because truth be told, I'm feelin' a hell of a lot. Part of me...
Jul 8, 2020
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Reading 06/06/20
Hi Jennifer I used a Celtic Cross variation for your reading and the deck I used is the Tarot of Pagan Cats. 1. The card in the first...
Jun 27, 2020
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When do you give up?
I must be a glutton for self inflicted torment. The truth is I had given up on finding a "love", " partner". My entire goal these past...
Jun 26, 2020
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And.....Repeat....
Sometimes I feel as though I'm still in Junior/High School. Especially dealing with men and THEIR emotions... Men ALWAYS say WOMEN...
Jun 25, 2020
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I’m too old for this!!!
Well, I decided to just go ahead and blog about my current soap opera. I’ll just have to organize soon, maybe make a page of blogs for...
Jun 6, 2020
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