Hi Jennifer I used a Celtic Cross variation for your reading and the deck I used is the Tarot of Pagan Cats.
1. The card in the first position is going to represent where you are currently. The card that I drew is the 6 of swords. In short this card is about receiving help to leave an undesirable or stressful situation. I definitely believe this is talking about the employment opportunity you said you have just started. Right now you are taking the first steps necessary to remove yourself from the toxic situation.
2. The card in the second position is going to represent your obstacles or the current challenge that is facing you. What I drew was the Queen of Cups. The suite of cups deals heavily with our emotions and the queen of cups is very in emotional and also cares deeply about the emotions of others as well. I see your biggest obstacle as being that you may care too much sometimes. I can also see this issue as simply meaning that your biggest obstacle are the strong emotions that are present in your current situation (they don’t necessarily have to be your own emotions but I know that toxic situations often come with a lot of emotions).
3. The third card is going to represent the influences that are consciously having an impact on you and your current situation. The card that I drew is the Major Arcana card The Hanged Man. Major Arcana cards are very important because they show stepping stones along our souls destined path. Major Arcana cards represent the journey and cycles we all endure in life. The hanged man literally represents a time of waiting in your life. In your situation I think it is dealing more with waiting for the right time for you to act. You have a lot of goals you are working towards and changes you want to see happen but the questions of when, how, where, who, etc. still remain.
4. The fourth card is going to represent the influences that are at the root of the situation and that are subconsciously impacting you and the situation. I drew another Major Arcana card for this, Temperance. This card is kind of like The Hanged Man as it does speak of more waiting. But this is a different type of waiting and its less about waiting and more about finding balance. This is all about everything coming together, exactly the right way, at exactly the right time and in the right place. I see this as saying that subconsciously you may be waiting for everything to feel exactly right before you make your move. This makes perfect sense because there are a lot of factors in play. You need to find a new environment, have the job, have the money, have the confidence that it is the right move.
5. The fifth card is going to represent your past. What I drew was the 8 of swords. This card is indicative of precarious situation in which you feel like you are stuck. The character in this card is trapped in a tree with a blindfold on and below them there are swords. The blind fold is what is rendering the character helpless. If her removed his blindfold he would be able to see his way out of the situation. I see this card as telling me that in the past you felt very stuck, you felt as if there wasn’t a way for you to get out of your current circumstances and were hesitant to make the first move.
6. The sixth card is going to represent your future. I drew The Ace of Cups. If you remember I said the suite of cups is all about our emotions, the aces of each suite all deal with new beginnings. I see the changes you are making for yourself having tremendous impacts on your life emotionally. This card can also indicate a new beginning emotionally as well, you may see yourself starting a new relationship or perhaps having newfound feelings for someone who is already present. New and positive beginnings are on the horizon for you.
7. The seventh card is going to represent the suggest approach you should take to things moving forward. I drew the Page of cups. Pages represent someone who is younger and learning the way of the suite. So essentially the page of cups is going to be someone who is learning something about emotions or relationships. I think this card is telling you emotionally you are going to need to start with a clean slate to truly move on. The toxic situation you have been in has shaped a lot about you emotionally that needs to be let go of during your new start.
8. The eight card is going to represent your current environment. I drew the 5 of wands. The suite of wands deals primary with our thoughts more than our emotions. The 5 of wands is all about conflict and trying to make a situation work that is just full of friction. I see you trying your hardest to make your current situation pleasant and liveable despite all of the chaos but I don’t think its possible for you to find peace in this environment. You are always going to have friction.
9. The ninth card is going to represent advice. I drew the Major Arcana card Strength. This card tells you to use calm, quiet, and gentle control to change the course of a situation that could easily get out of hand by redirecting powerful energies at play. Basically this card is telling you to find the courage within yourself to do this. This card is a very good sign as an advice, it is basically telling you to get ready and lets do this!
10. The last card is going to represent your outcome based on the energies and how you handle the information give to you in the spread. I drew the 6 of pentacles. The suite of pentacles deals more with the physical world and speaks about material possessions. The six of pentacles is all about the exchange of material goods and wealth (either giving or receiving). As an outcome I see this card meaning that if you follow the advice and find your strength you are going to be able to succeed in accomplishing your own domain as well as your goals of having more independence away from toxic situations.
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