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I have to be good to Myself
This past year has been one doozy of chaos, emotion, physical and mental turmoil. In all honesty, I wasn't sure I'd still be standing. ...
Nov 16, 2023


Outcast?
It's crazy how drastically one's life can change. Either, instantly or gradually...it can catch you by surprise once you realize how...
Sep 2, 2023


Music = Healing....
Honestly....that title is TRUTH!!! I CANNOT imagine a day withOUT music. Especially, a day filled with heartache and turmoil....
May 5, 2022


It's for real............
It really, finally happened. It's really done. Everything imploded and just dissolved. I did the usual pitiful "me", and backstroked...
May 3, 2022


Strength?
As much as it is hurting me...I believe...I have no choice but to let go.. I am so tired of the freaking games. I am sick and tired of...
Apr 26, 2022


Guess it's time....
I guess it is time for acceptance...It's time to stop fooling myself and holding out for something that is NEVER GONNA HAPPEN... I mean,...
Apr 21, 2022


Just kinda bobbin' along
Am I the only that has or is feeling like you are just a blob? Like no clue as to why you exist? Especially, as you reflect on all the...
Apr 20, 2022


What it Dewwww....
Well...Alright, Alright, Alright...Was happenin?? Yea, I'm in an odd mood this evening. Please, either excuse, bear with or....move TF...
Jun 29, 2020


GOTTA START SOMEWHERE
I don't even know where to begin... Do I begin with the pregnancy of my 1st born? And work my way up to the tragedy? Do I begin with the...
Sep 10, 2019


STRESSING
I feel so on edge...These past 4 years have been hell... And the crap is about to fly again. I feel so on edge. I'm not looking forward...
Aug 30, 2019