I
feel so on edge...These past 4 years have been hell... And the crap is about to fly again. I feel so on edge. I'm not looking forward to Him coming home. Even before today's incident, I wasn't looking forward to it... The fact that he is acting calm...is so out of character of him... and it's causing extreme anxiety for me. I don't feel safe. I know this is the calm before the storm. I am so disappointed in myself as well... I used to be so strong and unafraid... Now, any kind of conflict causes extreme distress for me. I actually feel frightened... I had no issue bucking up to my ex-husband and he is 6'4" to my 5'1"... yet now, I feel afraid!!! WTH???!!!
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